I’m at a low bmi (17.3), technically underweight. I eat x calories. only low cal, if I eat at all and usually purge what i do eat. I fit into my size 8 clothes with room to spare, and even old jeans from years ago. I feel my ribs, collarbones, and hipbones protruding.My loved ones tell me i cant keep going and i need to gain weight again and i know i shouldnt keep loosing But I’m still fat. I’m disgusting, and pathetic, and stupid, and revolting and i don't know how to stop...again...this would be my 5th relapse since i was 17 and im now 21 1/2. fuck this shit
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