before my 4th refeeding
and now, last day of August 2011;
my bmi was 20 not long ago, and thats where my body rests, my set point healthy weight...i hate it. but im doing alright in recovery this time, im not plumeting down in weight, and im eating a variety of things.
but i can feel myself slipping, and becomign more and more miserable. i dont know if i will ever be free of my ana...and im not sure i want to just yet..