Monday, June 29, 2009

Nerve to adore you



hmm...

He is so very confusing. i know he adores me but he is so hard to read. It's like when i was 13 and tried to read the Silmarillian..it was so hard. Does he only wanty one thing? Am I what he really wants? sometimes he's so cold it hurts so bad but then he's so warm and comes so easily to me.

..but he's taking the very best of me...but I love him. ahhhh Im so lost in a forrest of love and hurt and mixed feelings.

I don't get it, am i only good for my mouth? or does he really care what comes out of it when i say how much i give a shit about everything he is and does.

I wear my heart on my sleeve with him, i only wish he'd show his more.

It feels like i know him by heart and he has no clue where i even begin.

He can't defend words he'll never say.

It's horrible when I walk away from him, can't wait to walk up to him again.

How much of a damn does he care?

I just need to hear some words but not the ones that'll mean its my turn to be heart broken.

Fuck, I love him.


Anyway... Seeing as i've quit my job, im thinking of going back too school and doing art and getting student benefit payments. I'd love to do art all day and get payed.

I mean I know it seems lazy but I really would enjoy it and having somewhere to go that doesnt have a dress code, so i could wear what i wanted everyday instead of crappy waitress clothes.

Love Emily
xx

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Stay beautiful.


Stay Beautiful
Corey's eyes are like a jungle
He smiles, it's like the radio
He whispers songs into my window
In words that nobody knows
There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know?
You're beautiful,
every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful
Corey finds another way to be The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures with my mind
So I can save 'em for a rainy day
It's hard to make a conversation
When he's taking my breath away
I should say 'Hey, by the way'
You're beautiful,
every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone, Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't,
stay beautiful
If you and I are a story
That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know
You're beautiful, every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone, Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my front door
Oh, but if it don't Will you stay beautiful
A beautiful,
beautiful
Beautiful
A beautiful,
beautiful?
Oh, but if it don't
Stay beautiful
Stay beautiful




i love taylor swift and sean

old navy dress




hello :)




It's been a long but good weekend. went to my cousins boyfriends 21st and it took me about 3 years to decide what to wear but i wore my old navy strapless dress with my mums vintage waist belt, was alot of fun. then I met up with sean at 2am cause he finished work, wasnt too good at first but then had an awesome weekend, he's such a strange boy, one minute im everything and the next its like i dont mean a thing, annyway.




I'm quitting my waitressing job because its worse than minimum wage, and im not happyyyy. and i wantb a job where i can dress nice and not get covered in shit haha

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Prada specs



Heey again,
Just thought I'd talk about one of my 3 prized posessions..of which are my teddy bear, my Lord of the Rings ring and of course my Prada glasses they cost soo much [of which I won't mention] but it's worth it since i have to wear them everyday.
Soon as I saw them I kneew they were mine haha. I love the diamonties and the pink inner.
Everyone who once called me four eyes can go jump, cause now im proud of it haha.
Anyway Weekends coming up yess!! I havn't been out in 2 weeks thanks to a painful kidney infection, of which also prevented me from work [money] so i cannnot wait to party this weekend and spend time with sean...even though it's only wednesday night im still syked.



Love Emi xx


First blog nerves


Hey,

My Names Emily, or Emi for short, I live in a very dull place in Australia..canberra theres not much to do and not many places to shop..and that brings me to why I have created a blog.

I've been in awe of the gorgeous http://www.leblogdebetty.com/ and http://withlovegabrielle.blogspot.com/ These two gorgeous girls and many others have the passion for fashion i have along with art and self expression. Ive tried this on http://emilylemon.deviantart.com/ but its not seeming to workout for me.


So I'm going to go crazy and write and post heaps of crazy crap. angry stuff and pure ecstatic stuff and all in between.


love Emi

xx